Stormy evenings, sylvan surroundings, lonely nights somehow always remind me of that eerie summer of 1973. And of the strange unfulfilled wish of Tara Chand, the fat and frowning sweet shop owner from Roygada.
Every year, my family would make a trip to our farm in Roygada, a remote village in Orissa. It was here that my grandparents lived in a modest house with a long white-washed veranda where all the new-born calves were tethered in a cosy corner.
Grandmother had made this arrangement for she feared that keeping these young ones in the cattle shed would make the larger animals trample them in the dark.
My sister and I loved to visit the farm with its lush greenery, and the
musty smell of cow dung constantly tickling our nostrils.
That summer of ’73, grandfather had instructed the village carpenter to
reweave the thick coir thread of the charpoys. He then brought out the light
linen from the old worn-out trunks and set them out to dry in the sun.
Our train reached Roygada late at night.
Kishanda was there at the station to receive us, with a torch in one hand and a stick in the other. Kishanda helped grandfather at the farm and was a loyal, trusted worker. He was like an uncle to all of us children.
The moist gravelly path that led to our house had no street lights, so
the torch Kishanda waved around helped us find our way through the dark
surroundings.
The
journey home was exciting, for the tall trees looked like shimmering shadows
against the faint moonlight, while the sounds of the owls and frogs lent an
eerie touch to the wild, yet willowy terrain.
A
quick wash and meal later, we rested on the charpoys in the front yard, and
talked animatedly with our old grandparents.
Later,
we lay down on the charpoys and gazed at the millions of stars staring back at
us from the dark velvet sky. We finally succumbed to the much needed sleep.
In the
morning, I ran to the corner of the veranda and set my eyes on Mali, a lovely
golden calf with lissome eyes, fringed with the longest eyelashes I have ever
seen. I tickled her long neck, and in response, she licked my hand tenderly
with her coarse tongue.
"No
more calves this year, grandma?" I asked grandmother who was approaching
Mali with vermilion powder.
Grandmother drew a long mark with the vermilion powder on the calf’s
forehead and shook her head sadly. "We had five other calves, but all of
them have died. Mali was the only one to have survived the curse."
"What
curse?" I asked her.
"Now,
now, don't bother about it" she replied, and turned away abruptly.
Why
was grandmother so reluctant to give me an answer, I wondered
That
evening, I approached Kishanda.
"Choti
Memsaab, how are you today!" he enquired with a smile that displayed his
paan- stained teeth.
"Kishanda,
why did the calves die?" I asked him abruptly.
Kishanda
rumpled his hair and scratched his ear lobe.
"It
is quite a long story. I will tell you all about it tomorrow afternoon,
when I usher in the cattle from the fields."
He
bade me farewell and took to the muddy path that led to his thatched hut.
The
next day, I paced restlessly in the veranda all morning, ignoring Mali's grunts
that were inviting me to stroke her chin.
At
last, I spotted Kishanda sauntering towards the cattle shed, with the animals
in tow.
Kishanda
beckoned me towards the big banyan tree in the backyard.
Squatting
on the ground, he lit a beedi and began to talk.
“Tarachand
was angry with your grandfather.”
Tarachand
was the neighbourhood sweet shop owner who displayed the most delicious looking
sweets in his glass covered shelf. Clad in a pristine white kurta, Tarachand
would wrap up batches of sweets in newspaper, and thrust the oil-soaked
paper packages into the customer’s hands before swiftly tucking away their money
into his kurta pocket.
Now
Kishanda was blowing out delightful tufts of smoke before narrating the strange
story.
“You
see, some time back, Tarachand had acquired a farm nearby. He wanted buy young
calves for the farm, and had approached your grandfather. But your grandfather
refused to sell any of his calves.”
Kishanda
spat out tiny bits of tobacco before continuing with his narrative.
“Tarachand
got angry with your grandfather and shouted- 'May your calves die writhing in
pain!' So saying, he stormed out of your grandfather’s house.”
I
shuddered to think that a man who sold sweets could nurse such bitter thoughts.
“Is
grandfather locking the poor calves in the shed?” I asked him anxiously.
“He
didn’t have to, you know.” he replied.
I
looked at him, a bit puzzled.
Kishanda
took a deep breath and continued.
“You
see, Tarachand died in his sleep the very night he uttered those words.”
I
sighed out of sheer relief.
“So
the calves are safe, right?” I asked him.
Kishanda
shook his head slowly and whispered “No memsaab. Every time a calf is born, it
shudders violently and dies a terrible death.”
“But
Mali is fine” I arguing, looking at Mali who was chewing on some soft grass.
Kishanda
gave me a strange look and said, “Mali was born during Durga Puja, so the
Goddess is protecting her.”
I did
not get much information from Kishanda, that day. He had many chores to
complete before evening set in.
So the
next morning, I walked across to the village, and into Tarachand’s sweet shop,
which was being looked after by Minnie aunty, Tarachand's wife.
Minnie
aunty greeted me a weary smile. I waited for the last customer to walk away,
before talking to Minnie aunty.
“Ashun
(Come).” She bade me to sit down on a cane chair.
I
found it awkward to start a conversation with her.
“Aunty,
I'm so sorry to hear about uncle”
Minnie
aunty wiped her eyes.
“He
died complaining of chest pains.”
“What
were his last words?” I ventured to ask her.
She
shook her head.
“He
just only stared outside the window. I don't know what caught his eye, but he
looked strange."
"What
do you think he saw, aunty?" I asked her.
She
thought a bit before replying: “Oh there were only a few calves that had
somehow strayed into our garden. He just frowned for a moment, muttered
something so softly that I could not hear what he was saying. Then he closed
his eyes forever." Aunty continued, dabbing her eyes.
I was
intrigued by this revelation. I took leave of Minnie aunty and started walking
homewards.
To my
utter dismay, It began to rain and the storm caught me unawares. I had to stop
and take shelter under a big banyan tree.
The
branches were thick and sturdy, and shielded me from the downpour.
I was
stuck under the big banyan tree and found myself shivering with cold.
Suddenly,
my eyes caught sight of a man clad in white, approaching the road.
Strange,
I thought, but he didn’t seem to be a bit bothered by the rain. I tried calling
out to him, but he just walked on. Maybe he was deaf, I thought to myself. Or
maybe the noise of the rustling trees had blotted out my voice.
The
man turned towards grandfather’s house.
The
rain soon subsided. I ran all the way home, tripping several times over dead
branches and twigs.
Grandmother
was standing out in the veranda, waiting for me.
“Where
were you child? I was so worried!” I declined to answer and looked around for
the man.
My
eyes focused on the corner of the veranda.
“Grandmother,
where is Mali?”
It was
grandma’s turn to look surprised. She hadn’t noticed Mali's absence. At least,
not till then.
I
didn’t wait for her answer, before continuing.
“Where
is the man I saw approaching our house?”
“What
man?” grandmother asked.
"The
man in the white kurta," I replied, with a tinge of impatience.
“No
one came here, my child.”
I turned away abruptly. My hands were shaking with fear. In no time, we
noticed that Mali was not on the farm. She was gone.
We
waited for several days, but Mali never returned. My sister and I cried
inconsolably until grandma told us that we could visit another aunt who owned a
neighbouring farm that hosted several farm animals.
In the
days that followed we visited Radha aunty’s farm and played with the cows,
walked through the fields and plucked ripe, juicy mangos in her orchard. My
grief had abated a bit, but whenever I thought of Mali’s golden fur and lissome
eyes, my own eyes would fill with tears.
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